Dear Diary..

Dear Diary..
Dear Diary....You am I, Mind Is U, N me Stands For ME alone

Merry Yo-Ho-Ho-Ho!!

Y am i nt upDating my blog? Bcoz im too lAzy!!

Ciao.. C u ltr

p/s: workloads is killing me. Damned my bosses n Stingy like stingray. BullShit.

Updating Life

Updating my life so Far:


29-31st Octber: Trip to Trengganu. A short, Cramp,And educational Trip. Cant Manage to seeing everyone. Having seafood marathon n ended up with reddish n itchy face. Getting a new perspective for my Master Thesis. Gaussian. Yew, how come this useful and must have software is not available in Msia? crazy. No wonder, y researchers in Malaysia arent competent compared to others.

4th-6th April: Luvly sisters of mine come from terengganu,. K.qis n K,ros. Baking the chocolate cake again as they r such a sweet tooth. They can finish the whole cake!!good. They r not wasting. 5th is the public holiday, but i cant feel the holiday at all, except the part where i should dressed up n drive to work. The weekend was fulfilled with activities.

5-6Th nite: On da 5th , we were lepaking at some arabian restaurant somewhere in ampang. Good day for having Shisha. Next day was the favorite part of mine. Chillin at Crossroad lounge at Concorde hotel; Will be one of our new hot spot soon. ahaks. straight away make a call to My besties, Shobbie. She didn't answered my call =( sad.. The performance was very gud, continuously-non-stop  by 2 band. of cose, will be there again soon.ehhe as MY fATTY Boyfie like it too.

Dat summaries all. Hopefully, life will be much better this weekdays n weekends. Hope i can get the commission  from sales. Luv u Fatty boyfie! Hugs n kisses to my Pulo-Pulo ( kitty cat)! Miss u mak, daddy, sissy, granny n granpa. Il be home soon. And soon, slowly, started to do some small bussines. Selling Second hand clothes.  =P

BluewY BlUe

Some people we really don't wanna see them appear, anyhow, anywhere. I don't care. Totally Just u

Char siew Pao( Chicken Char Pao) n Delicious Chocholate Moist cake


Once a Month update

hey Lad'S! ehhe. Long time no see y'all. Its been a busy weeks. Struggling again n as usual writing thesis.  Owh ya, little info of me, i Love to cOOk , Bake and experimenting Food. One of my femine side is i LOVE to CooK  ( not cock) =P.My only problems is, I have to save up. Cooking is big~no~ Cheap aihh.. Few my favourite tester are my BF, sister and my BEsT buDDy , Shobbie n her husband to be in December ( mInd u, Shobbie will cme up often here). At first , i tot my blog will be more like wifey-gurlie -housewifey  with those recipes n all. I guess i Have to mix it up. Enthusiastic girl to live and Clubbing+ good wifey makes a good combination. Dont u tink so. As quoted from sumwhere, I can be ur bitch, i can be ur fren, n i can be ur wifey. But i prefer to be bitch coz i noe ull be satisfied! huhuu.. okies. Next tyme My entry will be few unhalal  chinese dishes that i've turned into halal chinese dishes. =P .do nt judge me. I can cook well!

Discontented

Night without the war wouldn't call a night. Honestly, in this few months i feel like im nt myself. I become some person that are very unreasonable. This' unsatisfied " and discontented feeling have been lingering in me. To tell the truth, everyting he do, i will nt satisfied even an inch. How was dat supposed to be? Soft talks will be out of topic, argument and minor sulking is my favourite part.  I want him to be a perfect person! i wan him to buy me this, to buy me dat.  at leats he remembered to buy me a thing when he shops. paying food and cinema's tickets is really part of bf jobs! hello, mind you, i always  pay for the ticket n tidbits during the muvie yah. Now he is capable, but y he didnt do dat? I noe i am getting to much, but i just cant stop. I m feeling restless. I don wanna losing him, at the same time, i don't wanna change. How is tis going to end?

_ will _write_again)later_after_thesis_mode

What lies in the future?

Bestie Shobbie, called. " POk, the 1 acre land is 150k. We will visit the place this weekend". Dush, am i ready to venture in business. Seriously, bussiness is nt running in our family blood. Nt even one.. Our plan is to build on eplace, where people can chill and enjoying the cool ambient and most IMportantly, running from the Woodless City. In addition, with fish pond. Do i dare? Am i dare to accept this challenge? Wat if this business going down? ANd , money is very hard to come by even now. how i'm goin to running the business? can i still further my PHd at overseas?can i still be lecturer? what am i goin to do? should i stay and wait till i open my own company? should i applied for Forensic jobs( hell yeah,, i wanna be as cool as CSI actors.)What if im ?what if??aargghh...this severe thinking..-fainted- 0*)

stIll kickin alive babe!!

I noe.. its been a while. Guess, this blogging thingy is not my type. All tis while were bz workin on job and thesis in the night time. aint easy juggling everytin in one whole day. having trouble with him lately. Emotion is over my head in this menstruation time. These so called hormones is dominating my emotion sarcastically. Sensitively hurt is one of the stupidest effect , even a little tiniest micro can ruined everytin. I notice these effect were gettin worst since im getting mature( older in other word). =P My younger days,? i dont remember anytin about period except the pra-menstruation which means back ache and tingling sensation on the breast.

How can i control the effect of menstrual in my mood? Is it in food? -Please and do help me-
-gracias amigo-

HalFday nothing at all

Stayin alone in da Office ain;t cool at all.I m da boss n da staff as well.daMn.Poor lonely True! Tik.tok.tik.tok, the clock beat tik tok tik tok.Please Tick tok tick tok to 1 pm, faster.

Preggy ..i am ...................................................................................... not

ehehe. For ONLY today, ive gettin news that my best friend is having her second child, my high schoolmates wit da first baby, lab mates for the 2nd baby and the list goes on and on. Why am i bothering so much?u bet????It is bcoz we r in the same aged.no..no.no,dun get me wrong, im nt keeping any jealousy .People have their own choice, so do i. I choose to live happily on my own  for this moment n nt to bother leaving my child for Bimbo-ing at da club +p.FYP, my sista just deliverd her baby on the 5th SEpt. such a heavenly beautiful child a.ka my niece.Again, da questions pop in my mind. Will i have my own in da future?would it be as beautiful as i expecting?n Most important, who will fathered my precious little babies?

p/s~ those questions would be unanswered.It wouldn't be in any exams paper

Wednesday Morning y'all

No Comment. He went balik kampung ady, n leavin me alone in Kl.wuhoooooooooo..Gt a good duit raya package.yeay..Cant wait for thursday n shake the ass babe!!

Quick entry

Started my morning by colleague crack jokes, and playng game sfrom Play fish. Still in unsteady mood as still tinking bout "those matter' that will lasts a day.Having Macd for lunch and.. dats all.il write again latr..tadaa,...

Hye Blogger!!

Hye everyONE, tis is my Very First Blog!Yippie..Big Claps for me dude. Though i know nobody would say hieand greet me( sad but da truth). Better stay in this way, unknown, anonymous, perhaps.As, im gonna do this as my litte bittersweet diary.Find it is very hard to express this feeling to a person,and by having my heart out on my fingertips, im finding way to let it out,naturally.For readers (by da chance), im nt good in my words,pardon me for the grammatical error ,abusive word and too much for the annoying little things dat im gonna posted soon. dat is all for 2nite peeps. Have a gOod nite y'all.

~ i supposed to write sum entries,and hell yeah,im lusted for my sleep.hopely, my memory wouldn't swept it off. ciao.