Char siew Pao( Chicken Char Pao) n Delicious Chocholate Moist cake

Once a Month update

hey Lad'S! ehhe. Long time no see y'all. Its been a busy weeks. Struggling again n as usual writing thesis.  Owh ya, little info of me, i Love to cOOk , Bake and experimenting Food. One of my femine side is i LOVE to CooK  ( not cock) =P.My only problems is, I have to save up. Cooking is big~no~ Cheap aihh.. Few my favourite tester are my BF, sister and my BEsT buDDy , Shobbie n her husband to be in December ( mInd u, Shobbie will cme up often here). At first , i tot my blog will be more like wifey-gurlie -housewifey  with those recipes n all. I guess i Have to mix it up. Enthusiastic girl to live and Clubbing+ good wifey makes a good combination. Dont u tink so. As quoted from sumwhere, I can be ur bitch, i can be ur fren, n i can be ur wifey. But i prefer to be bitch coz i noe ull be satisfied! huhuu.. okies. Next tyme My entry will be few unhalal  chinese dishes that i've turned into halal chinese dishes. =P .do nt judge me. I can cook well!

Discontented

Night without the war wouldn't call a night. Honestly, in this few months i feel like im nt myself. I become some person that are very unreasonable. This' unsatisfied " and discontented feeling have been lingering in me. To tell the truth, everyting he do, i will nt satisfied even an inch. How was dat supposed to be? Soft talks will be out of topic, argument and minor sulking is my favourite part.  I want him to be a perfect person! i wan him to buy me this, to buy me dat.  at leats he remembered to buy me a thing when he shops. paying food and cinema's tickets is really part of bf jobs! hello, mind you, i always  pay for the ticket n tidbits during the muvie yah. Now he is capable, but y he didnt do dat? I noe i am getting to much, but i just cant stop. I m feeling restless. I don wanna losing him, at the same time, i don't wanna change. How is tis going to end?

_ will _write_again)later_after_thesis_mode

What lies in the future?

Bestie Shobbie, called. " POk, the 1 acre land is 150k. We will visit the place this weekend". Dush, am i ready to venture in business. Seriously, bussiness is nt running in our family blood. Nt even one.. Our plan is to build on eplace, where people can chill and enjoying the cool ambient and most IMportantly, running from the Woodless City. In addition, with fish pond. Do i dare? Am i dare to accept this challenge? Wat if this business going down? ANd , money is very hard to come by even now. how i'm goin to running the business? can i still further my PHd at overseas?can i still be lecturer? what am i goin to do? should i stay and wait till i open my own company? should i applied for Forensic jobs( hell yeah,, i wanna be as cool as CSI actors.)What if im ?what if??aargghh...this severe thinking..-fainted- 0*)

stIll kickin alive babe!!

I noe.. its been a while. Guess, this blogging thingy is not my type. All tis while were bz workin on job and thesis in the night time. aint easy juggling everytin in one whole day. having trouble with him lately. Emotion is over my head in this menstruation time. These so called hormones is dominating my emotion sarcastically. Sensitively hurt is one of the stupidest effect , even a little tiniest micro can ruined everytin. I notice these effect were gettin worst since im getting mature( older in other word). =P My younger days,? i dont remember anytin about period except the pra-menstruation which means back ache and tingling sensation on the breast.

How can i control the effect of menstrual in my mood? Is it in food? -Please and do help me-
-gracias amigo-